with each new phase you go into, you feel the urge to shed the old skin and find something different that suits the 'new' you. its a moment of self-realization where you kinda stand outside of your little bubble and gawk at the kind of person u used to be. well i'm gawking right now, and i feel compelled to shed like a snake, asap. each time this sudden urge occurs, i instantly experience writer's block. i can no longer identify with shimmshimmy for some reason, and i think its time to say goodbye. again.