so i think i've come to terms with the fact that i will forever be plagued by a life of schizophrenic tendencies. i honestly think all this whacko attitude's being channelled in a rather chaotic fashion and its time somebody called in the professionals. i dont take pride in being half-assed about everything, it just happens that way, cut me some slack. with all this news revolving around excessive gaming habits that lead to death and other sorts of strange behaviour, i really wonder, when will that shit ever happen to me. not that i want it to. but it all just seems very unrealistic. maybe i'm just not hardcore enough, but youre not gonna see me sitting at my window ledge. ok and even if i fell, i think i'd break a limb at most cos i live on the 2nd floor. what a loser.
melodramatics aside, lets talk about real life. ok so apart from being psychotic and being Bruzzi, i also happen to do things as Marissa with my boyfriend, Leon. yeah, contrary to popular belief, we do occassionally tear our asses from our swivelling chairs and take walks to places at least 2km away from a lanshop. we hit ViVo City on saturday - opening day apparently. what a fucking waste of time. sometimes sheer excitement has such an adverse effect on me that it impairs my judgement so overwhelmingly. i tend to forget to THINK before i decide on going to 'big' places during its grand opening where there're gonna be a horde of people just waiting for a stampede to happen. no shit man. free parking was even provided - to say we were just asking for it would be a mere understatement. naturally, we ended up driving back to our favourite lanshop in jurong :) yeah man that was so much better. my bad.
anyway, like probably only 20 shops at ViVo were open, of which only 4 were worth looking at but only 2 fully open to the public. everything else was just under construction and in the process of setting up shop. if youre thinking about going there, you might wanna throw on a bikini, because their air-conditioning is half-fucked as well. ok, i'm being a bitch. i'm sure it will be fabulous when its fully open. maybe.
we finally watched 'Thank You For Smoking', and i must say its a fucking awesome movie. yeah talk about a lifelong lag. why am i always trailing behind the cool crowd. misery! anyway, theres nothing like sitting back with Mr. Bomster, shootin' the shit and taking on multiple personalities for the sake of self-entertainment. you might call it warped role-playing, but it brings us much laughter, especially just before bed when we're all a lil woozy and tired.