it seems the world needs some sort of mass philanthropic effort to come from somewhere. sometimes i think im glad that i am mildly obssessed with an activity that keeps me home so much, as opposed to going out and being surrounded by the cynics and jackasses, the plastics and the Iagos of the century. reality can be a bitch, and along with it come the bitches. i always thought it to be very clever to seem to constantly have an opinion about everything. well i suppose its smarter to keep your opinions to yourself, or to the people you know you can trust not to distort everything they hear. i would say i've reached one of my dysfunctional peaks and am gradually falling back down to the point of attaining some sensibility. it just hit me today that i have a test on wednesday, and on a topic ive flunked once before.
anyway, i watched some marathon programme on animal planet which was in memory of steve irwin. and i must say, that man has done some REALLY crazy things in his life. ok, crazy would be a major understatement. but anyhow, i'm really moved by the way he dedicated his life to raising awareness of animals and their needs/behaviour. but here comes the really bizarre part, which kinda makes me question my own sanity sometimes. its really sad and all, how/that he died, and i think of it as one of the greatest tragedies ever. but throughout the entire programme, i didnt shed a tear until the part where they featured his little dog, Sui, and how she gradually died of old age. i smudged eyeliner over a dog. i know, i really need to get my priorities straightened out.
random bullshit aside. VERN turned 20 on Sunday, Sept 10th! sorry bout the late announcement, i didnt turn on my laptop all weekend. and SAB's back from the states! she got back at approx. 1am++ on Sunday as well. so, double whammy right there :) we all headed to Club Home @ BoatQuay to celebrate Vern's big day tog. i really wish we didnt all have to have such crazy schedules, really clashing ones too. but dinner tmr! i look forward to it. fuck the test on wed :D bring on the food!
okay im so smashed, im beginning to ramble. but before i go, i just wanna thank my bomster for keeping me sane by making me do insane things like playing wow every waking moment. for listening to my (sometimes) almost unreasonable whinging about the people and things that frustrate me to no end. and for putting up with my moodiness when i get off late from school. damn do i hate having to go to class. yeah .. so thank you, baby :)