often enough, i find myself inexplicably drawn to magazine stands that do nothing but contribute to my tabloid-congested brain. i've also very efficiently landed myself in a very uncompromising financial fix, and am beginning to feel desperate to find work. then again, evidently not desperate enough considering the fact tht i've turned down two pretty satisfactory job offers. okay actually, one sucks balls, the other one seems alright.
i am so sick of empty promises, if i hear another one, i think i'm just gonna fucking break something. then again, i like to believe that i am immune to watching my high hopes plummet to the ground time and time again. i am not a big fan of rejection and disappointment, as you can easily tell! i would just like to say, please refrain from saying anything if you dont plan to follow through with it. this is not a hostile demand, as you can tell. i am trying to be as diplomatic as i possibly can because all i want is PEACE IN THE MIDDLE EAST!