Saturday, March 25, 2006
kayat, are you seeing this ? dont worry, it hasnt been lit ... yet :)
dont say i dont put nice pics of you, okay ?
sometimes i love maddie more than i love her sister. how can you not adore that face ?
the sucker for cheap thrills and good food. long car rides and exploring new territory can be a joy as long as you're not the one in the driver's seat. well, just sometimes. i had fun last night, but was drained by the mundaneness of expressways.
rather amused at the myriad of ironies that seem to be coming to light. revelations and what not aside, i get perturbed but somehow magically attracted to the most detached and aloof beings. maybe thats why i seem to have the best conversations with some of my closest friends. i dont know what it is. not so much emotionally detached but emotionally independent and oblivious to the worries of the world.
honestly, i'm sick to my stomache of the verbal tangles and irrelevant bitchfits that seem to be going on. give me peace or give me death. honestly, i'm always there to offer a listening ear to people i care about when they genuinely have personal issues that they shouldnt carry all alone. but there are times when shit just gets too much, or too bloody immature. that i feel like just euthanizing myself. goddamn shit-stirrers. i'm quite happy with my disassociation and lack of participation. please leave me out of your petty issues because i'd rather be gardening.
*in case you were wondering, this is NOT about you, B2.
anyhow, its the weekend. probably time to lighten up and stop being such an anal freak. i find myself craving for wow everytime my exams are round the corner. someone please explain this twisted deprivation to me. timing is everything !
maybe when i'm done with endings, this can begin.
mar de sade gnarled at 2:22 PM
2:22 PM