ever since my car became the official dog mobile, its leather interior has been brutally and mercilessly ravaged by two savage beasts who go by the name of max and rusty. despite my deep love for the furry little heavyweights, i feel a great sense of relief just thinking abt my week-long escape down under.
anyways, its one thing to have your energy completely and utterly exhausted by vigorous exercise. but to have it all sapped over a span of a mere 3 hours fending off beasts, ogres and what not is just absurd. am still brooding over the pathetic connection over at bom's and his reluctance at coming over to my place where its just perfect. the best option staring at us right in the eye, but instead we choose to patronize egames where the air conditioning, if any at all, is practically non-existant and the noise unbearable. and on top of that, we PAY for this supreme torture.
am feeling a million things all at once and that makes it almost impossible to coherently put into words the more significant emotions which are driving me towards insanity. for starters, i'm still pissed off abt the not being able to play wow in the comfort of my 2nd home (self-proclaimed of course). and now that i'm back home where everything's dandy, i'm too tired to continue grinding. other than that, was appalled by my own stupidity for making a completely pointless trip down to CMPB, then having to go to NP and being made to feel this overwhelming sense of ... i dunnowhat. its good to not dwell on things tht may have somehow affected your mood during the day, but then it all comes rushing back when you finally sit down and think abt the significance of all that's happened.
whats worse is finding yourself in no position at all to make a fuss because of the great sacrifices you know someone else is making for the sake of your happiness.